I've been thinking a lot lately, those kind of thoughts whereby I'm pressed between my bedsheets; The kind of thoughts that floods through your mind interminably and you start to exchange gaze with the clock that stood right in front you, staring at it as every second starts to elapse; Still remained as clear as crystal of a loop memories that plays perpetually across my mind, a compilation of our reminiscences that are etched against my brain. I've been trying to convince myself of how bad you were, all the sins you've committed, but no matter how much effort I tried in vain to induce the way I think. I've been pondering for quite awhile, but the only answer that intrudes my head is that it seems you were the only one that I've given a key to my heart. You were the only one who knew me inside out; The only one who was able to read whatever thoughts that I had at the back of my head. Probably, those words that you've given are the ones that are deceiving me into thinking that you really loved me still, but I guess I should realize by now, it was all merely just my own wishful thinking.

It's weird why my mood have been so mercurial since recently, it can't stop me from thinking that it seems like my mood and the weather has some telepathic connection or sort, because the weather is as temperamental. Anyway, after doing a fast estimation, I guess I haven't been posting for approximately two weeks or so! OMG. HAHAHAHA. And I can't believe it's not yet dead, on my Formspring. Thanks so much guys! Gee, I have no idea what got into me, but my emotion is sorta like manipulating the way I behave every now and then. Hmm, I've been really busy over the past two weeks and hence, it was why I abandoned my blog! Alright, since there's so much to catch up on, I won't really wanna post all the events down. So I'll start about my life prolly on Thursday again. :)

For those who are interested in the two formal dresses at the bottom, you may wanna tell me the item and colour on my formspring as my mom's selling it. The one with studs comes in white+green (Shown below) and white+blue. However, the one the sleeveless one only comes in beige and black. Do contact me if you wish to place your order. Prices would be up soon! :)
xx ♥